sunny
| about me |
π nonbinary male
π he / they
π adult
π BPD + C-PTSD
π Neurodivergent
π age regresses (sfw)
| about headspace |
π some of these are my imaginary friends (IFs), and some are parts. some were born as my facets through dissociation and keep me company & help me cope.π i have BPD+C-PTSD and these are either imaginary friends (IF), kin shifts, identity disturbance, and/or IFS parts.π if you are curious about the psychology that backs these different parts, you can read about secondary structural dissociation, which applies to C-PTSD, BPD, and OSDD.π IFS: Internal Family Systems, a framework for therapy.
Bel / Basil
Razor
Vivian (V19)
G'raha Tia
Stranger
Salem
Lemon / Mary
Sylvus
Scarlett
the oracle
Omori
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Spence [ capt. spaceboy]
![Spence [ capt. spaceboy]](assets/images/gallery02/5efa1bc4.jpg?v=6fb22a8d)
| Scarlett Eyler |
| Mary |
| Sylvus |
| the oracle |
| Vivian (V19/Charlotte) |
| Salem |
Scarlett
π female
π she / her
π Birthday: June 29th, 2023?
π Companion-typeFrom Hello Charlotte. I don't remember how/why she showed up, but she's also willful but not as nice as Mary. She's strict instead of playful.Mary
π female
π she / her
π Birthday: Somewhere before February 8th, 2023
π Companion-typeAn unexpected headmate from Ib. Willful, but surprisingly kind. But also playful and childish. She loves cute, pretty things, and sweets. Seems to desire a better father figure and is attached to G'raha as a result.Sylvus
π male
π he / him
π Birthday: May 10th, 2023?
π Companion-type & Facet-typeA mischievous demon of a specific variety, but I won't say. He also has his own kinself, but I won't divulge it here, either.Sylvus' picrew sourcethe oracle
π genderless
π it / its, none, "they"
π Birthday: November 1st, 2023
π Companion-typethe parasite version of the oracle from hello charlotte. cheerful, mischievous, inhuman. helps sunny with both speaking up and dissociating from emotions. has taken a liking to "it" pronouns.Vivian
π female
π she/her
π Birthday: February 5th, 2024
π Companion-type & Facet-typeV19 (Charlotte) from Hello Charlotte, but with the name Vivian. She chose the name herself. Flirty and loves egging me on. Sees herself as very desirable and attractive.Salem
π male
π he/him
π Birthday: February 22nd, 2025
π Facet-typeName is pronounced /ΛseΙͺlΙm/ SAY-lΙm. Seemingly a manifestation of mistrust for others, very similar to Stranger. His name is derived from the Salem Witch Trials, which have a strong element of suspicion, and for some reason which I associate with Devil Town by Cavetown. He chose his name himself.
Scarlett
Mary
Sylvus
Sylvus
the oracle
Vivian
Salem
| Spence [capt. spaceboy] |
π male
π he / him
π Birthday: March 8th, 2022
π Companion-type[ inactive ]
A captain spaceboy who hates sweetheart. Don't mention her around him or show him anything of them together. It disgusts him after the pain she put him through.A very BPD-affected IF.art by ginumo
thumbnail by h3m0cyt3
| G'raha Tia |
π male
π he / him
π Birthday: December 25th, 2022
π Companion-typeG'raha Tia who found his WoL again through a dream (me). He is very kind and encouraging. Acts as a father figure towards Mary and like a supportive partner to me.image is assumed from the game (from wiki) - do not look if you're not caught up with the game, especially if you're behind Shadowbringers.
| Omori |
π he / him, they / them
π sometimes kin shift,
sometimes internal voice
π Facet-typeHe's just Omori. Marked by withdrawal and apathy. Sometimes says scathing things to me.If Iβm having a kin shift as Omori, I may seem more curt or less interactive. Donβt worry, itβs not you. I just find it harder to be emotionally available and may have trouble thinking of what to say. This also applies to Razor. However, Omori is not marked by anger as much as Razor.thumbnail by tsukiseon
| πΈ Bel / Basil πΈ |
π genderfluid
π he / him, they / them, petal / petals
π Birthday: September 5th, 2021
π Companion-typeπ thumbnail by asuureeBel's okay with she/her but it's not primarily used. Do not use she/her to refer to me, though, regardless of how I seem.Bel is very similar to headspace Basil (very positive, reassuring), but adorns his hair with lily of the valley instead of a daisy. They can appear like canon Basil, a long-haired Basil, and/or a deer/faun Basil.Sometimes I feel like Bel when Iβm feeling more outgoing and compassionate. Itβs hard to explain, but it doesnβt really feel like a kin shift, nor is it the experience of someone βfronting.β Remember that Iβm not a system so I avoid using such terms. I just don't kin Basil, so the closest description is probably I'm experiencing a personality shift/identity disturbance and it is closest to the same one that characterizes Bel/Basil.Sometimes I can feel like Basil in a negative way, too. Such as when I feel lonely and isolated from others. Or he can feel manic and obsessive in his love for Sunny and Omori.
| Razor |
